hais......
i never mention this b4 but it really hurts me inside...
although i am always smiling, i am crying inside...
everytime you make a comment, i will just pretend
yes.i am cheerful but sometimes...
i will just go home and when no one is looking,
i do what i want.i am so bored...
i am so childish.too childish but i can't do anything about it
i pretend to be cheery when i am sad
i pretend to be happy when i am angry
i am so depressed...
why am i always so discouraged...
that person keep discouraging me, making me feel inferior
only one person know about this person...
think about yourself and others den you will know who is THAT PERSON.
i know this entry very erm...not me?
sry...but i have to say something but i doubt anything will change.
someone keep threatening me to break a promise
no matter what, DO NOT BREAK IT.







test today...
so sian...
must study but i did not.
crapping all day at school lah!
once come in to the school my extreme 'highness' was in the house!
started crapping with dip before exam in the morning even before singing the national anthem.
then the KOREAN boy singing the national anthem so shityly
purposely one lor...sing until so loud...
his singing not as funny as ash..
ash 1 is horrible...i laughed all the way when she sing also kena counciled(not scolded)
den test the english paper 1 first.
it was ok lah...
den recess crap with ruen...
crap crapity crap crap crap
enough crapping lor!
den chinese can bring dictionary in then when i check the word i dunnoe how scroll down in the freaking high tech thingamajig!i cannot find the damn word lah WALAO!
freak fish fork and spoon it lah!
then i dunno how to scroll down until after ruen showed me lah!
den i very bushuang! i sooooo angry with myself!Idiot!
i dunno how write the xi qi de qi!freak!
walao!!!!bushuang!RRRRRR


hi people!
kids central got show this show starring click 5
this is the song kinda nice...
you can search on:


Kidnap my heart

Hey girl, whats your name i think I caught you looking my way
Do you wanna know how to get me of to your own
Weekends work the best i pick the place you do the rest
Hey now don't be shy but you got to keep me in line
Love at first sight never thought in could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
Is very far, not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Can you get me up more
Fun that i can ever dream of
Could you tie me down
Can you keep me hanging around
I don't wanna be into keep you company
Put your hand in mine got to hold on top of the ride
Love at first sight never thought in could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
Is very far, not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

You've got to hold me tighter
Cause I'm a real fighter
Don't tear us apart
Love at first sight never thought in could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
Is very far, not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Kidnap my heart
Kidnap my heart....


having very good days however some people are having their worst
is this call being bad?
of course not! i am not having good days because of their bad days.
i really feel sorry for them...like rieska
i dun get what Ruixin meant on her blog when she said someone embarrassed her or something like that...i guess she was having a bad day as well...i really hope i can cheer all this people up...(:
reaaaaally hope they will be happy like me...Rieska CHEER UP! remember, i am always here for you, i know that's why you are sad, right...hahas!!!Ruixin!you not only got me, you got sunshine, ah den,sokhui and XIAO WANG ZI!Be happy!
They might not know this but actually crying inside for them...errr...i know...
hahas! i wanna hear their laughter again!
Stupid JIA REN make my qing ai de to cry.i bet Ruen will beat him up for Rieska.hahas!
den the Mr ho made us stand cos we never pass up the compo thingy which i DO NOT know that we had to put it into his pigeon hole! But i finished it!
i have been contributing A LOT the groupworks lor! i just finished printing the lit script lah and almost like about 25 percent is i do 1...i should get more credit!hahas~
no lah no lah...just kidding...
Chinese test today kinda difficult leh...i think i will get like what?
2o++/40?i dun know.maybe even lower!OMG i am so scared!so anxious!i did not really study. den Rui xin so funny, she say she look at the shou ce but she never read even if she got the time!
i guess that is her way of KAN SHU...hahas!~~
den i pretend i dun know got test, hoping that teacher would postpone it or seomthing.but i lost hope halfway and said i dun know got CL test with A LOT of SARCASM but she still did not get it...den kana scolding lor...very petty leh...
well, i can't do anything about it...
gtg, bb


A] - AVAILABLE
-of course!(i am not that attractive)

[B] - BIRTHDAY:
- 09091994

[C] - CONFUSED ABOUT:
- why Mr Wang HAD to be our sci CHEM teacher

[D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD:
- ice milo!(drinking it now)

[E] - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK to:
- Myself

[F] - FAVORITE MUSIC GROUP/Band:
- click 5

[G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS:
- gummy worms

[H] - HOMETOWN:
- SINGAPURA !

[I] - INSTRUMENT:
- SUPER noob pianist.

[J] - JUICE:
- mango duh ! :D

[K] - KILLED SOMEONE:
- nope and never will XD

[L] - LONGEST CAR RIDE:
- er...i dun noe???few hours i guess...

[M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR:
- chocolate .

[N] - NUMBER OF PETS:
- more than 10.--->guppies

[O] - ONE WISH:
- erm...more good luck?

[P] - PERFECT WEATHER:
- not too sunny and A LOT of wind! ;)

[Q] - QUIET OR LOUD:
- quiet.Dip knows why

[R] - REASONS TO SMILE:
- when im happy and when someone makes me laugh! XD

[S] - SINGLE:
- obviously!(i told u, i am not that attractive)

[T] - TIME YOU WOKE UP:
- 5.45 unusually but i hope i would

[U] - UNDERWEAR:
- i think this thing is running out of questions

[V] - VIOLENT:
- not really

[W] - WINTER OR SUMMER:
- Winter :D it's more romantic! lols

[X] xXx WITH:
- Nobody willing to i think...hahas...lol

[Y] - YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL:
- puppies! their attractiveness is more than me!

[Z] - ZODIAC SIGN:
- virgo baby ! :D

this is from rieska...
saying a lot of sorrys recently.
Hope i can do something right...):



hihi people!
i very angry lah when go cca yesterday...
the new senior got one very extra lah!
its so obvious the others dun like her cos every time rebut her
hahas! i dun think she even knows yet.
somemore i know who she like...hehehe...
you know wad she ALWAYS do?
she was like lock your hands!and she say until like "law your hans"
and "reaction faster" become "re-a-shion fas-er"
"NINETY DEGREES POINTED DOWN" become"nighy-ty de-wees pon-ted dow"
walao! say until bu qing bu chu!
"Run Go fi-ness corner!" damn funny lah
but listen until very frustrated cos every time nid guess wad she say.
den seniors say we never help sec1 wid their guide u.
i help until i myself late lah!den the others also ask sec1s if they nid help but sec1s say dun nid lorh! i think is sabo lah!i only dun like 1 senior but some others hate like a few because of personal grudges.i dun know but i only 'near-to-hate' 1.
sec1s are ok. at least they are respectful to us.
some sec2s so funny. they attitude the sec3s so obvious lah!
i would not do that.but if push to limits I WILL.

den today the someone...history skit we riot mah
den i army that stop the riot by banging into the students that were rioting...
den one of the damn students bang into me with her elbow
damn pain lah! somemore into my most vulnerable part lah!
i went to confront her. you knoe wad she say???!!!
"huh? really arh? but i liddat liddis...(bullCRAP)..."den she walk away
WITHOUT even saying a SORRY!
damn bu shuang her!!!!!!!!!!
i finally get the other girls mean...
gtg, bb